aw-n ef-ay-el-ing ah-gay-en

granted you broke lent

repeatedly

you didn't attend

repeatedly

but fuck it you tried

repeatedly

tried to catch up, tried to focus, tried to give a damn

failed to catch up, failed to focus, still don't give a damn

failed

repeating in august

you left it late but you went balls deep with the time you had and it doesn't look like it paid off

why go down this road? why get in to it all again?

all's you know is it's put a downer on this whole gig

it's gradually sinking your boat, tearing a hole far below the water-line, and when the engine room(1004) is flooded there's not much point in worrying about the speed or quality of service up in the dining hall

rock bottom awaits, even if the captain does the honourable thing and stays on board till the bitter end